یه حدسایی، یه فکرایی، یه حس هایی.... خلاصه این روزا همه چیز با هم قاطی شده... زندگی، وهم، خيال، مرگ، عشق، .... . بديش اينه كه خودمم قاطيشون شدم.... تشخيص هركدومشون كار سختيه! مخصوصا آخريش... هرچه قدر از عشق مي ترسم، بيشتر در معرض ابتلا قرار مي گيرم... از آنفولانزاي خوكي بدتره! اميدوارم هيچ وقت هيچكي به اين مرض مبتلا نشه! نكنه دارم عاشق مي شم؟؟؟ بلا به دور!

* ترس شادمهر رو حتما گوش بدين....

** love story از taylor swift هنوز در اوجه.... اينم متنش :

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

سايه هاي خيالم ريشه دوانيده اند، در عادت گوش سپردن به لالايي قدم هايت، اينجايم من، ايستاده در متن زمان.

فاصله گرفتن از آدمهايي که دوستشان داريم بي فايده است زمان به زودي نشان خواهد داد که جانشيني براي آنها نيست!

لحظه ها تمام لحظه ها زیباست فقط تو باید پذیرنده باشی و آماده تسلیم تمام لحظه ها سرشار از نعمت است فقط تو باید توانایی دیده داشته باشی!!!!!

نمي توانيم گذشته را تغيير دهيم... تنها بايد خاطرات شيرين را به ياد سپرد و لغزشهاي گذشته را توشه راه خرد سازيم! نمي توانيم آينده را پيش بيني کنيم... تنها بايد اميدوار باشيم و خواهان بهترين و هر آنچه نيکوست و باور کنيم که چنين خواهد شد! مي توان روزي را زندگي کرد، دم را غنيمت شمريم و همواره در جستجو, تا بهتر و نيکوتر باشيم!